aft chinese A lvl

wa!!!!
CHINESE A LVL'S IS GONE
im so afraid now
i told them it was quite okie lah the paper
but than u noe i really am afraid
maybe will fail and maybe will pass
i dunno....leave to fate???
but than again whenever i say leave to fate and god's hand right
in the end i will be afraid here and there
dunno lah this kind of feeling will go away if i forget abt it
and nobody toks abt it again lah
the compo i didnt write much lor
3pages and 2 lines only
saw andre writing 4 pages
omg lor
chum liao
no hope liao
i wan my A
can i do it?
will i make it?
hais cant answer them...
hmmm....
and pw sucks lah
op really sucks big time
i hate it
and mine is next tuesday
and guess wad?
aft the whole thing every1 will be enjoying life
while i study for re-exam again
omg i cant take the stress
who should i find to tell my stress to
i guess no1
nt even my og frens/god-mummy/god-daddy/god-jie
so ya i think they will nt understand me
even they do so they wont noe how to remove it
so wad for say liao more sad
hais im seriously damn tired now
but wad can i do....
and today if u all manage to read until here
no cookie....cos cookie guy is unhappy...

A lvl chinese day

okie i noe it is like 1.44am now
and in 5 hours and 6 mins it will be the start of A lvl chinese
and im still nt slping
haha weird right
have to try to squeeze everything in my brain
cos u noe lah chinese is my hope of getting A
ya so tts y
bcos of this dream have to sacrifice some things
i hope my prayers float above the clouds and reach g.y.m
haha and i also hope i have my frens to wish me jiayou
but too bad so far there is only meryl
but i cant blame lah
u noe this kind of things are from the heart one
u cant possibly use the gun to point at their heads right
but nvm tmr i see my frens leh they will wish me one
confirm my og frens will
than now i think i beta finish blogging and go slp
if nt tmr bcome panda
and no mood to memorise my script for pw
and i ND to like memorise it
hais so many things to do
so little time
but than again have to work even harder cos im sick
nt feeling well this few days with the sneezing and sore throat
but nvm i believe that my hard work will pay off
like they always say...god help those who help themself
i think it is quite true even though i not cat/christian
so ya mustnt say other religion is bad or wad
cos sometimes it is true here and there
and if u manage to read until here
it will still be a cookie
cos u noe cookies are cheaper than other things
and im nt tt rich
okie im going to slp now
happy deepavali to my frens and devali to laveena
and WORK HARD MY FRENS TMR
MAKE SURE TO GET A
MAY GOD BLESS U ALL I WILL PRAY FOR U
REGARDLESS OF WAD RACE!!!
SO GD LUCK AND GIVE UR BEST SHOT...
p.s must shoot correctly ah

boring

okie its been a few days since i post
admit im quite lazy
lets nt tok abt the last few days
tok abt today
which is deepavali
no sch for us
woke up at 11.25am
wa so long nv slp until so long liao
hope tmr i wont be late
basically i just stayed at home to play
i didnt do much studying this few days
and tt is bad
cos i have my re-exam which is coming up very soon
hais....im still sad from the results
a little bit lah actually
didnt have the motivation to go study
and still nd make myself cope with A lvl cl and pw
should have work harder previously
but nvm i will start tmr
anyway i read my script out today
was 4 mins 16 seconds
i think it was quite long but i still need add some more
tmr im scared lah cos tmr confirm will be presentation
with slides some more
hais i think my grp will screw up
i hope not la definitely
so ya
nd go remember my script
and i today have steamboat with my family
it was so fun
my god laopa also wan me bring him there
he so poor thing lah have to go home eat
and it was so fun eating steamboat with family
tmr nd go run liao
this few days i think gain weight liao
nd quick cut down next yr come back will be different person
must let tt evil girl in my class to drop her jaw
but i think retribution gt back at her lah
she is repeating j1 again
hais gt one guy in their clique manage to promote
while others stay..hais....
okie maybe until here u think im evil right
but im nt
if u hear wad tt guy and his clique act
u will say it is fair
but nvm abt them
oking abt them spoil and dirty my blog
so ya
and if u r able to read up till here
i will give u a free cookie....
okie thats all nw...blog next time

results

gt my results today
hais i got 32 pt only
couldnt make it cos 35 was the mark
so near yet so far
can i blame myself for being stupid??
can i blame myself for not studying hard??
i dunno...im seriously sad
not sad until that extent but still......
seeing everyone around me promoting
getting pts like 40+
makes me more sad
found out that tsze feng and pris and yingzhao cant make it
nvm i understand how they feel
i still have a re-exam chance
i should work hard
but than again....the feeling....
the feeling of sadness
hais....dam lor
why cant retribution befall on "him"
he was such an evil person
i wonder why god is so unfair
nothing in this world is fair
nt to me i say
i sometimes wonder why evil ppl like him gets promoted
and still get 50+ points
i think i will remain emo-ing
anyway dun let my frens noe
i will make myself look normal
dun wan them to worry for me
hais they gt their probs too
okie i think i go slp and study ltr

gd news

today morning
ms liu said she wanted to c me and jeremy
i felt that it was weird
so aft going over to meet her
she told us to start studying
i felt tt it was quite weird
than aft which i realised tt she is hinting
hinting that we have the chance of re-taking the exam
when i first heard abt it
i was so happy lah
but than when i think again it means that i didnt make it
so basically it is just a gd news and a bad news
but nevertheless
i got this last chance
this is my last chance
i nd to make it
if nt i wont b with my laoma next yr in j2
i really want to promote
i wonder if this is a chance given to me by god
so i will work hard
i will work so hard to make this right
the chance is here
and now it depends on how i make use of it
so yes i will work hard
dam dam hard
for all my 3 H2s and GP
ya but definitely nt neglecting cl and pw
so GAMBATTE

tuesday 14 oct

14 oct 2008
weather was fine and stuff
went to sch as per normal
aft my pw went to find jr and zhicheng
they were playing pool
i suck in it so sit there quietly seeing how pros play
than went yoshinoya with them
saw my classmates while going yoshi
they were sort of my enemies lah
its a long story
interested can go previous posts to find out wad happened
but nvm im now a happy person with tons of gd frens
anyway...aft yoshi they went back to sch for the lijiang 12km run/walk
not easy sia this thing cos they nd carry 3 1.5 litres of water
than i went home
i went to slp until like from 2 to 5
than woke up by sms
cos in the night i was going out with my frens to sing k
than sf smsed me and stuff
than went to shower and change and went to buangkok mrt station
went inside and saw eugene
lol so coincident cos sf was late so he went to take train
so when the train arrive me and eugene went in to find him
the weird thing is
we tot we will be late cos we said to meet merly at 7pm
than the train took only 20 mins to reach
so the leftover time we went to sit at the clarke quay there
toking abt jumping into the drain and drinking of wine and beer
took a very beautiful picture of the sun setting
but will upload it next time
than around 7.15pm
meryl reached
cos she live quite far
but than nvm we dun blame her
than went to sing k
gt into the room
ordered ice lemon tea for myself meryl and sf
while green tea for euegen i guess
and we started singing
jiaren initially tot that he cant make it
and even if he come it will be a waste
but than we manage to make him come
cos we said let him pay lesser cos he come ltr
we sang loads of songs
more than 3 guys going there
but than it was still fun
as long as my frens r with me
haha
so ya sang from 7.40 to 10.40
so fast lah
than took bus go home
it was a fun day and i had tons of fun with them
looking forward to go out with them again
okie so basically tts wad happened on tuesday
now go to wednesday and thursday
wednesday me sf and eugene only gt cl
than we kept jr company until his pw than we waited for him to end
than go sf hse to play cards
his mum was so nice
than play until 4pm plus than jr have to go home chiong his lijiang thing
so ya basically tts it for wednesday
thursday was even shorter
went to sch for cl and pw and principal told us gt re-exam
i hope i either fall in re-exam or promote or retain
i will work hard for either
so ya
so tts it for today blog ltr cos not 12.09am le

first time at cash studio

okie i shall post wad happened ystd
which was saturday 11 oct
ystd didnt intend to go out
cos friday we were like still didnt noe wad to do
but in the end i asked jr and sf to go play bad
haha they agreed
cos it has been a long time since we went out
than we went to play bad
i think we started playing around 2pm
went to sf hse to play
tt side quite gd lah
except for the fact that it wanted to rain but didnt rain in the end
haha than ystd i was totally suck in badminton
dunno y but i wasnt as well as i was with them the first time
so in the end jr was the one who was doing beta
jr and me vs sf and kendrick
kendrick is sf fren
played with him with meryl and they all previously
than play until 4pm plus
was a little bit bored
sit at the court
than started playing cards
lol than i won one time in dai di
than aft tt sf introduce a new game for us
omg it was god damn fun lah
next time must ask him to write down
it was sort of a memory game
next time teach meryl they all
than aft which around 5pm
sf walk his fren kendrick home
than we went to sf hse
on the way to his hse
we started to tok whether wan to go sing k
cos me and jr brought extra clothes
just in case we wanted to go out
than aft which reach sf hse
he went to bath
than we wanted to bath but than his hse no extra towel
so i ask jr come my hse to bath
than we went rivervale plaza to buy a towel
than jr come my hse to bath
bfore jr could finish sf came
than it was my turn to bath
aft which we went to take bus to hougang mall
than went to the hawker centre there for dinner
i ordered mixed vege rice
1 vege 1 tofu and 1 egg
omg it cost me 2.30
and the tofu is those round one
only got 3
tha vege was so miserable and the egg was about the size everywhere
omg so expensive in terms of serving amount
hais nvm
than went to take mrt
omg there was the blood donation drive happening inside the mrt
and when we went down we had to wait 9 mins for our train
that was the longest time i had to wait for one train
and the worst thing is
inside the train there was so many ppl
but gd thing by the time we reach clarke quay there wasnt alot of ppl
than we walked for abt 10mins
we reached one place which i went there for lyrics writing and singing classes
which i think happened during sec 2 that time
it was free
the sch paid for us
than we went to the shopping centre
inside was somehow vacant or wad lah cos i think it is going to be demolished
than went to this k called cash studio
sf was a member there
than he asked for a studio with the most recent songs
but sad to noe is tt it was booked
but the kind lady and quite pretty at her age
gave us this room to sing until tt guy come than we have to change
so we tot okie lor sing first
than we went inside
the drinks were free
jr ordered coke...sf ordered green tea while i ordered orange juice
it was in can lah
so kinda cheapskate
but than when u see the drinks price
u will go wa!!!!
than we started to sing
we started to 点歌
the whole singing k section was fun
sf got to sing his jap songs
than we sag our chinese songs
it was such a fun day
than reach home about 11.15pm
wad a day
went to watch the 我猜 show
but in the end fell aslp at dunno wad time but i dun think it was long
than couldnt stand it than went to slp
so today...sunday....i will chiong my pw
okie so basically tts it for today
pw only
haha shall go do pw now and blog next time

nt a bad day

monday....6/10/2008
nt a bad day...quite tiring but happy
tiring bcos i ave str8 classes and each 2 hrs
than next i saw something i like
and than intended to watch movie
but too tired so i went home instead
love the part where meryl and i share an umbrella
a few days nv see her
today see liao so many funny things to joke and laugh
BFF with her man
basically sch now is boring
so boring
the lessons dun make me bored last time
now i sit 1hr plus i like nd get out of the lecture theatre bfore i die in there
maybe the feeling of having long lessons are gone aft the promos started
but maybe tmr will be a beta day
maybe suddenly wan go watch movie with meryl
haha...so ya...
and im so tired
haiz
basically ppl dun slp late
cos u will slp more the next day
so ya u guess it im going to bed
hope tmr the pw wont b boring
and tmr 12.30 i gt gce shanghai trip briefing....haiz..
waste my time...cant they carry it forward
haha...anyway slp time...

finally after so long

*tink*
*holy light shining on the blog*
*wave of my wand*
im finally back into blogging
aft such a long time...haha
FOR THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE
WE WERE CHASED OUT OF CLASS...
by now u should be wondering y
the answer is my pw leader was nt here
mr naha felt tt we were there for nothing so we gt chased out
hw can he chase such a nice student out
but nvm abt him...dun wan tok abt wad happen

just noe that i did nothing wrong

and btw im sick

so wont be blogging much

anyway thanks shimin for the wonderful card

i appreciate it alot

n JIAYOU MERYL for tmr the paper

lets hope our clique will make it to j2 k *winks*