first day of term 3

FIRST DAY OF SCH....is boring...

omg im like so tired from one whole day in sch lah...
first lesson history i nearly fall aslp liao lor...
haha....we got our next pw teacher...
he was a guy...and he is also the dm...
lol but he is such a nice guy man...
okie than we saw our maths teacher...
name was lim ting...
sounds like a gal right
than aft tt it was a guy man..
lol we were like shocked....
haha....than the whole day was boring until chinese...
yeah bcos chinese teacher when for invigilating....
she left us a piece of work....
it was quite easy lah...finish up and im off
haha than when to the hougang polyclinic with weikai....
lol he was like so sick lah....haha...
than he asked me to stay.....lol so i just stayed....
ltr on he asked me to go inside with him to see the doctor...
wa he dam evil sia asked for one whole week of excuse from pe...
wa i was like so angry with him lah....
where need one whole week sia...
stupid doctor still give him sia...
lol than when to collect the medicine....
than went home with him by taking 62...haha...he was like so omg lah....
and aft all this i forgot to go cut my hair...
wa die liao lor tmr ms liu confirm scold one...
die liao die liao so afraid sia...haha..
than tmr still 5.30pm aft sch...sianz one lor...
how to go cut hair man....
lol intending to like buy a present for meryl for her bday..
but dunno if i will get back any presents or not...haha...no lah...
maybe i really go buy one for her lah....lol...
okie i end my post here man...dam tired...wanna go slp liao...
nitez everyone

28th and 29th june

28th June 2008

today was quite fun....for me lah..
dinner i went out to eat with parents man...it is like e first time...
haha....i at home dun like go out eat one..
yeah im lazy i admit....haha...
okie went to hougang mall to wait for my mum....wow....
than went to have dinner...bfore tt at there waiting...started to sms shimin and cherilyn
haha thye both replied.....haha...duh!!!
okie than tok to them.....when to the coffeeshop there...
parents like crazy sia....started ordering dam nice food...
dunno is it bcos i suddenly went out for dinner...
haha no lah is just tt i felt tt every time i have now i shall spent it on my parents...
dun wish to anger them further...felt so bad lah...
yeah yeah i noe u all will b wondering im a bad boy...
yes i m...haha...
okie than receive one sms from cherilyn...
she said....dun disturb u liao lah...
omg than i replied no u werent...
than she replied lol...
than i ask y...
than she said cos u out with ur parents or smthing similar...
lol than i replied...lol so good upbringing man...lol than she was like...
okie than tok to shimin abt the guy she like went crazy for..haha jk jk...
lol wad we tok abt is private...not to b written here...
if u all wan noe come find me lor...haha no lah definitely wont tell u...
haha...i accept briberies of $1000 dollars and above...
lol...i think it is abt time lah for her...bcos of the ex-bf make her so like emo everyday...
at first when i didnt noe her tt well i tot she was a very happy person
than it was like omg when i noe her...everyday so ke lian lor when chatting with her in msn..
haha.....but nvm....SHIMIN U FINALLY MADE IT THROUGH....haha...
hope the flowers can bloom lor for this one...haha...
lol next is i beta dun go too close to meryl in sch lah....aft something that happened...
haha....ppl r misunderstanding me and her lah...and she still got bf....
i beta dun go too close with her...beta stick to weikai and group beta....
haha...dun let those busybody aunties and uncles out there the tongue wag...


To Shimin:
wow thanks lah...maybe choose monday or wad lah...lol....until than than we decide lor...
or maybe u decide lor...u noe i very easy going with outings and stuffs...
not much of opinion...haha...

To Cherilyn:
lol dunno wad to say to u..haha...but anyway i admire ur good upbringing...not saying tt mine sucks....haha...

29th June 2008

lol today was quite boring cos as usual i slept to like 1.30pm today
than went on to studying...
so boring right...haha
but than also went to eat dinner with parents...lol
today brother was at home so went to eat together lor...
nothing special happened except...
at the coffeeshop...
the maid and the seafood auntie got a small argument...
i think is abt miscommunication of stuff like tt...
haha...it was a very small argument...
dun let ur imagination run wild..
haha so tts all for this two days...
so long suckers...haha jk...

studying....

TODAY IS OFF DAY FOR ME!!!!!

there was no sch today man.....aww....so sad...
i wanted to study..
haha joking nia...
woke up at around 1.30pm...
wow i can sleep so long man...i didnt noe...
lol lazy me....than have my breakfast/lunch...
than maple until 5pm...die liao lah...
say wan chiong studies than play maple..=.=
haha anyways aft posting this i shall go b good boy...
and btw today is the last day for exams...
they have h1 exams for some....
one of them is shimin...
GAMBATTE shimin....chiong ur h1 physics...lol...
i think she was angry lor...cos i today no sch...
but anyway......nothing happen much today lah...
so my post i think will end here...

Countdown Timer: 18 days

okie signing off with a smile...(^(oo)^)

last day of exam....

MY BIGGEST NIGHTMARE!!!!!

AWWW MAN!!!
i was late today for chem sia...
but good thing the exam haven start....it started at 8.07am...
thanks god....
but im still sad from late lah...
no perfect record liao lor...
dunno y so sad....
maybe bcos im like nv late bfore....nt in this jc i must say...
haha....but nvm lah...i will try to forget abt it...
late also late le...and than aft chem went to tell ms liu...
im a good boy okie...
even if she noe but also need tell right....
btw it was my responsibility....
bottomline....thank god man...seriously thank god...
cos the exam started late....i was so afraid it started than i wont have time...
okie enuff of the sad tok liao...
proceed to today...

EXAMS R FINALLY OVER!!!!!

omg it is finally over man....but sad to say
chem was somehow difficult....
i tot i didnt noe how to do one question than in the end i noe
dammit lah i was abt to find the answer the time was up....
but nvm...can get working marks...
dunno if will do well sia...
haha when i get back my results will post here...
if it is good i will share how im a good boy...
but if it is not good...
dun say i lazy wor....
i put in all my effort le...
SERIOUSLY ALL MY EFFORT LIAO...
if not u think y i will late.....i was studying whole night and fell asleep on the table....
i noe u all will be laughing but i tell u it is not easy....
haha....anyway....aft this late problem i understand one thing...
dun procrastinate when u have the time....dun ever hug the buddha's leg
haha okie now i maybe go slp bah....

and one more thing...SHIMIN THANKS FOR THE DESTRESSING VIDEOS.....THEY REALLY MADE ME DESTRESS!!!!JIAYOU FOR UR PHYSICS BAH....GAMBATTE

sad lah....

MY WORST SUBJECT IS GONE!!!!!

finally history is over....
i dun think i did tt well for it...
hate myself for not studying and than suffer now....
wth lah i wanna say so many vulgar just to vent my frustration...
i dunno wad to say liao....
but i will be like the giraffe....
i will try to stand up bcos tmr is the last paper....
must do well in this sub if not ms liu gonna nag me again sia...
okie i gotta go studying wont do anything else except that....seriously...
no more tv for me until i finish revising for history....

3rd day of exam(bfore exam)

3rd day....

3 more hours left bfore it is time for my history exam.....
cant really say i prepared for it
i like study on origins only...
nv study much on end man...
die liao lah....ltr beta have origins man...
haha....exactly tired man...didnt have much slp...
cos too worried on history liao....
die liao lah...maybe i will fail history bah....
maybe or maybe not.....
but i guess the answer is obvious right??
haha okie gotta go chiong my history for a little bit more...
than see how i fare bah....
hope and pray can pass.....

second day of exam

2ND DAY OF EXAM...CHINESE AND MATHS

okie today was the second day of exams.....
gotta keep today's post short and quick cos i need to revise
tmr is history....
my worst subject i can say

okie chinese was okie lah....did manage to complete everything
hope to get good grades out of it...
okie next was maths...
maths somehow okie too...
hoping to get a pass or beta in maths...
aft the exam today
ms liu asked us to stay back...
to watch a video on how a giraffe give birth...
the main point is not the giraffe giving birth..like duh...
the main point is the baby giraffe keeps on trying to stand up....
BY ITSELF...purpose of video:try to tell us....dun give up easily...
okie i think this is quite meaningful lah at this pt of time...
since we have completed 4 papers le...
left 2 more...history and chemistry...
just 2 more and we r free again...
i think for me this time i really learned something...
dun procrastinate...
frequent revision is dam important in jc....and focus on the word DAM...
haha okie so gotta go revise my history....tonight i wanna slp...
so tired....wanna find someone to comfort me....
haha...okie i gonna go revise...and one last thing...
SHIMIN DUN GIVE UP....2 MORE PAPERS LIAO

okie day for me

FIRST DAY OF EXAMS.....GP AND ECONOMICS

okie GP was up first...
i dun think i did quite well for gp...
leave it to the marker bah...
haha..didnt want to bother much abt gp...
okie than it comes the.....
long waiting hours bfore my econs paper
lol....i nearly fell asleep while waiting for this paper
didnt noe y the teachers set it at like 1pm
where our first paper end at 9.30am
lol...long right...
but managed to study with meryl....
study...study...study...
okie than it was finally the econs paper...
dun wan to tok abt it....
let fate decides the mark bah....
but one thing i must grats myself....
all the concepts of elasticities of demand came out man...
die liao lah i wanna noe how well i did man....
haha.....but nvm.....i will noe it like next week or the week aft bah...
okie got back new timetable man....
OMG....my pw teacher was changed....even my favourite maths teacher also got changed man....
wa dam sad now sia.....only for maths teacher im sad....not the pw...
my pw teacher is like dam wad lor...
dun wan to say bad things abt him bfore...
i get sued on court for saying teacher's bad things....
okie GAMBATTE for tmr the chinese and maths paper ba....

at 3.34am

4 hours and 25 mins left

okie this is the timing left bfore the start of the gp paper......
studying econs abt the whole day
not much of faith in this sub.
but hope this time round i can pass it with
flying colours...*purple flying*...*red flying* etc.
haha
not much hope on gp u noe....
dunno y....maybe im not tt powerful in english bah...
haha it wasnt my best subject ever since i was born
lol but nvm i will do my best one haha....i will own this stupid sub...
i think a pass in it will b suffice for me
haha

okie gotta go catch some slp bfore the start of
WAR!!!

a few more hours to exam

9 hours and 15 mins LEFT

okie this is the time left bfore the first gp paper gonna start....at this point of time im trying to study as much as possible even if it means sacrificing my slp.....gonna chiong as much as possible man....cannot afford to sacrifice any subjects....

GAMBATTE!!!!!!!!!

haha....btw also good luck to all my frens.....shimin,cherilyn,amanda,john,meryl,weikai,tsze feng, shaun,jia le,yan hui,evelyn,aisha,andrea,priscillia,joan,ying zhao and many more.....
GOOD LUCK ppl.....hope u pass with flying colours and dun win me hor.....haha just jking...

okie not much time left man.....must faster chiong........okie signing off (^(oo)^)

2 days left

Countdown to exams....2 days...

okie there is only exactly two days left bfore the exams finally start man.........and another thing to do.....sry aisha for deleting ur blog....i didnt do it on purpose one ah....i changed by blogskin for dunno how many times than forgot to note down urs....paiseh=sry

okie today did some revision....revised on econs and some stuffs...finally noe that econs im like lagging bhind so much but i didnt noe man......and also another thing to say....SHIMIN JIAYOU AH!!!!!!...lol...i jiayou man gal.....dun put so much time on ur band man and therefore neglect ur studies....jiayou as much as u can....dun give up on any subjects unless u really no more time to study liao than just browse through the formulas bah...hope u can good grades for exams too....haha...

okie now im trying to rush myself to faster finish writing this blog to go and watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 haha maybe the only show during the weekend that can make me destress bah....haha....okie byezzz off to study and watch tv show....

another boring post

horoscope for the day.....

today will go really well or really bad,depending on the people u r hanging out with...

oo...i believe today will b a good day cos im staying at home studying...doing nothing but studying......so they always say books never hurt....so i wont b hurt...physically or emotionally....

haha...okie....again....i miss you....so sad lor....next week than can see u.....hope u will work hard lah......sad....im switching to emo mode liao..TT

missing from my life

another day has passed....even though today i managed to like focus on my studies on maths and chemistry from morning till night.....in my mind i still cant really focus man.....

i think is bcos of u.....it is definitely u....i noe it is impossible but u r still in my mind....want to like remove u also cannot....i really ponder y.......couldnt get to aftnoon slp...cos of u.....

heaven enjoys disturbing humans man....i think next time i shall ask them...haha....okie...

read cherilyn's post today...felt that wad she said and wad her fren is going through is so sad man....so touched lah aft reading her post.......haha....okie back to mugging...

bored day

today is quite a fruitful day for me man.....

started off toking to cherilyn......wow the first time i tok to her for so long...haha love her lah for actually remembering to help me get info on history remedial classes....haha lotsa thanks man....and she finally gave me her blog the name le....she said it was too emo at first...haha...

okie time flies....didnt quite play maple today....ya i noe maple is a boring game not played by meryl and weikai.....but tt is how i destress okie...wads wrong with tt....haha....anyway went make set up my pw the survey on surveymonkey.com...it was quite easy to set up and i got it started rather quickly....haha...

okie than it ws like around 4pm bah which hwee siang login for awhile to like help me finihs up my survey...the first person man.....haha....n than he had to like go back t montfort for scouts...but thanks alot brother....haha....

than around 4pm when to tok to my real brother...haha....

10.30pm++ came up to use the comp than like started toking to tat loong meryl and shimin at the same time.....haha....meryl was like omg cos she didnt finish her gp essay which was like due yesterday.....than went to tok to shimin....which happen to noe a new cute guy....but speaking from the bottom of my heart...he aint tt cute....lol...dun mind me for saying this so str8....haha...than tat loong was like....lol...first time tok to him for so long man...

so we first tok abt the survey i sent to him than aft which i asked him if he got revise...and the answer is very obvious...no.....and the reason was he couldnt concentrate....cos he was thinking of gals....haha....tat loong dun think liao lah.......must revise hor....lol...and than we tok abt our subjects and than abt someone than finally we tok abt louis...haha haven seen him for like so long liao....unfortunately....he got to stay back to retake o lvls...he didnt do quite well and i was rather sad for him....but now his science is still nt there yet but his maths is like....wow...and that is good news....tat loong said wanna find one day go meet up with louis and him and than we 3 go dinner.....

wad a good idea bcos tat loong haven not go bak to take his cert......haha...

lol im searching for u.....can i only see u aft sch reopens....maybe the only time i get to see u is only at this short period of time but seeing u once makes my day.......maybe fate allows us to see each other for only that time......nothing more....TT

sick!!!

IM SICK!!!!!

sianzzz now im having a cold......and still on father's day man.....sianz right

lol stupid cold....come at the wrong time sia....when i need to study like for exams and to hand up my gp homework by tmr....now is definitely not the time to b sick...but too bad heaven dun treat me good one....

sianzz....who can i find to comfort me.......sianzzz..nvm beta continue doing my homework bfore it is too late cos tmr is deadline.......omg......

happy father's day

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY....to all the fathers in this world

okie today is sunday and im supposed to do alot of things but guess wad i have accomplished nothing until now...so sad right...ya i noe im lazy lah....

okie today i finished studying my maths...or should i say i just browse through it only haha...nv really go in depth to studying it lah...but anyway i still got study okie...

lol tmr is the deadline for the gp compsition and i haven even start finding the one i wanna write on and the info im gonna use in my gp compo...sianzz..hate gp sia....i dun like gp man...so sianz....my english always dam chum one than now still need write until so nice...omg...may faint sia....haha...

okie heres how i plan my time for today...firstly i shall go and study my history first....suk in it..haha than i shall go have my father's day dinner with my father of cos...haha..okie so when i come back than i will go do my gp quickly...as in quick but also good lah...if not mr tan gonna nag me again..haha....

okie and now here i m blogging while staying at home alone....so sad right...didnt wan to msn my frens....toking has bcome tiring for me...haha...prefer staying at home to rot and emo....lol..tonight parents say wan eat something good man...heard got very nice seafood haha but should not eat so much..dun destroy my current dream of slimming down with my jie and to study harder....extremely harder..lol...and also must ask my parents dun waste so much money on father's day man...cos one more month is my brithday....must get more money to buy presents for myself this yr...

must pull my fashion consultant, shimin, to buy me clothes...haha need buy nicer clothes cos she say she is good in fashion...haha....lol....but need see if she free mah cos her programs are like alot man....maybe she dun even have time to like breath i suppose...haha....

lol okie today's posting will b untill like tt bah...gonna go chiong my studies...cannot lose to 1s29 man....cos some of the ppl r like dam smart one.....including my mummy meryl...haha...must make myself look smart too...haha...

blogging again

lol okie to start off with is a joke......lol.......y do dinosaurs always try to use their heads but not other parts of their body to like catch their prey??....the answer is bcos they have big heads but little arms.......okie maybe not that funny....

okie second joke.......Got one person his dog wears spectacles and one day one of his frens asked,"y does ur dog wears specs???"....than the owner said,"bcos his insurance dun pay for contacts"....

and still got one more......i watched one show and this show is that they can use magic one so one day i watch this episode the daughter was intending to bring her fren to go see their room where they learn magic than it was cold so they used magic to make one moving heater or something...than the parents said pls dun bring the heater too near the book shelves, they nd those books to show that they dun watch a lot of tv.

okie thats all for today......haha will blog next time

sianz

okie today wake up at 7.15am.........wa early right.......lol no choice lah........got chem extra lessons at 8.30.........my god.......sianz lah now holidays but stil have togo back for extra lessons and the worst of all we r the least class without this make up lesson....omg.....

lol okie lah but nvm.....i still have to lor no choice......and okie not tok abt the not so important part where i take bus to sch and those kinds of things......okie now into today's main thing......when to chem and saw ms liu in cab coming to school......and omg.....she couldnt see me when she was in the cab but i saw her.....lol......so chum right.....haha bad eyesight......lol jk jk...

okie next proceed to the chem lesson......haha ms liu was late by 5 mins i think bcos when we went into the class room it was 8.35am liao but nvm....not much ppl turn up for this lesson n the last to come is guo ren which is at around 9am le....lol ms liu was like abit angry and wad lah but nv waste time to scold.......haha heng......dun waste time on such ppl.....lol so aft class...which is 10.30am...ms liu read out the ppl's names who nv turn up for extra lessons....during the two weeks thing than ms liu was shocked when she saw my name and weikai's name bcos we forgot to check time table and missed out gp and we tot chem was the starting lesson......so late lor......than our names were handed up so ms liu was like shocked.......lol.......than jeremy said,"u saw my name also shock right???".......than ms liu reply.......haha im not shock bcos i soemhow predicted it.......and the funniest thing is bfore she read out the name.......she said.....of all the teachers and the yrs teaching she has nv receive so much of names from every subject teacher.....than we were like......no help our class is like that one......

lol so sad to hear such a teacher saying something like tat.......in addition ms liu stil treat us so good........haha.........than we speechless......so speechless......lol but anyway aft the whole thing we helped ms liu to cary up the laptops from the chem lab to the library........haha.....it sounds liek hard work right.......haha ya lor......ms liu torture us sia.........haha fake one lah ms liu where will torture us......she is an angel while we r little devils.......haha........no lah........

lol so aft the whole library thing(didnt wan to tok abt it.too boring)........than went home with weikai they all......meryl left first while i go with them to buy waffle......it is like they buy than i just stand there wait lor......somehow feel so left out whenever going with them...dunno y leh........is like the 4 of them got things to tok but i dun have.........lol......im not thinking too much lah but i actually dun feel very good abt this.....but nvm lah.....try to suppress inside me.......

haha my life is that bad one.....no help......only got good frens during og period........other than that all not very good.....and another good fren aft og period is definitely meryl lah........the one and only in my class.....others in my class is regarded normal...

lol okie not another sentence of that.......lol......tok more i more sad.......haha......okie than now here i m trying to write a blog while i cant find my song.......i dunno y i couldnt download my music dammit.......must go find my good fren hwee siang to help.......haha.......okie so signing off........

so long liao

okie aft so long of slacking and stuff.........im finally back into blogging....yeah.....

okie first things first......got one joke to tell bfore i forget......
heres how it goes....
got one show the episode is on which gal has took naked photographs bfore and got one gal she said when she sleeps, she will wear nothing and go to slp and this host asked a guest on the show does she do that...than the guest say...i dun have what it takes to slp nakedly....than the host said...when she bath she also wear something bcos she is to shy to take off........omg from wad i wrote here it is not that funny lah but if u hear from the original right u will laugh ur head off.....

okie i suppose im too tired to blog cos aft playing maple and studying im quite tired wanna go get some sleep first bfore i start the routine again........

happy day for me

okie first things first.......I GOT MY FIRST A IN JC......

okie now proceed to wad happened today.....

early in the morning wake up...blah blah blah....than went to sch and the first person i saw today is tf.....i think i forgot how to spell her name....quite a nice gal lah....always giving ppl some encouragement and things like tat.....haha....and yesterday told her my birthday than she said she wanted to be part of it....so happy to noe her as my fren lah....lol....

okie than i went to history lecture....blah blah blah.....get to add someone in 1s28 in my msn....his name is shang fa....short form sf....lol...okie some basic intro of him......he is from nan chiau...quite a quiet guy....not much into expressing himself....and one thing i and him have in common....he is also bad in history...haha...same as me.....

lol okie im not being evil here or something but it is very hard to find someone to have almost the same grade as me in a history essay u noe.....cos he and i couldnt remember the facts lah....lol

okie now move on.....aft finishing history lecture, went to the library with meryl and did our econs essay....first we decided to use the nice comfy computers in the room but apparently i think the comp hates us or something so in the end we ended up using the comp outside where we have to stand....cant they put some chairs there....my god....

lol okie so did my econs quiz there.....score only 6/10 for this quiz cos meryl did hers first but i was like bside her thinking with her....we were like crazy lor....one comp we do quiz and the other comp we went to open up all the lecture notes.....but i managed to get my 6 bcos i didnt wan to like win her bcos mainly she was the one teaching me........haha....

lol so aft which sf came to the library to meet us to do the econs quiz than we had a great time doing up the quiz.....and somehow we gave them some help......of cos....cos he gave us some help for the first quiz.....

okie so time flies and 11am came and we have to rushed to chemistry to get back our chem bonding lecture test paper.....lol....at first i didnt carry much hope to get a good grade....just hoped that i passed can liao.....but when we were there, ms liu didnt like wanna wait for the others so she gave out the papers and congrats to weikai for getting A and having a score of quite high marks.....not bad.....always say he stupid or wad than in the end he's a silent killer just like my fren last time....always say he not good in this and that and aft exams always say he fail wont get good grades than in the end own ppl like hell....hate such ppl....haha no lah just jk nia.......lol happy that i noe him........lol....

okie now back to me i got 21/30 and ms liu wrote there, gd effort u finally made it...than i was like wad.....lol i remember myself not writing very good answers for this test but somehow the answers were right in a sense........lol i was like so happy but in the mean time humble cos i noe i still got a long way to improve myself and stuffs....

okie aft saying my grades wanna hope that my frens who r also taking h2 chem also score good grades.......i hope and pray for them.......

okie aft which i went for econs.......lol and than throughout the whole of econs right....only meryl and silent killer was answering mr ang's questions.......hate them for being so clever....and also hate myself for being lazy n not a good boy........sianz........

need buck up liao.......i can foresee that if i dun...meryl and silent killer and several quite clever ppl in my class will own me in midyrs....lol.....

actually i have the verge of giving up on jc life....but somehow.......i think i have the power to overcome it as long im more hardworking and stuff so.......i have decided to keep on working hard.......GAMBATTE........lol

and btw today i had my chinese oral.....always have the feeling of nervousness when coming to oral...didnt noe y......cos during o lvls oso like that....than it was like during my own 5 mins i managed to read it so fluently but when it comes to the teacher i always make some little mistake....so irritating........

lol but anyways basically today was quite a happy day for me....even though happy days always have some sadness to balance it up.......my pw grp should b consulting mr lim today but i dun noe y the grp leader nv arrange at all.....cannot see light in my pw for now....i think the mist have covered up my path ahead.......but nvm i believe the mist will go away if i work hard.....but nvm its okie.....everything is predestined.......lol.........first time i m so optimistic.....lol i tot im an emoing crab.......

okie so basically this is my day....hope everyone in this world also had a great day like me......gonna go study bfore i lag bhind.........gambatte

wanna die

sianzzzz.....so tired....tried to study but it is like cannot get it into my head......dunno is it im not cut out for jc life or something

haha but anyways....nothing to do....so blog lor but like nothing to blog abt anyway....

hope i can find someone to confide in leh........but apparently no one to........i wan find someone to seriously like care for me.........so tired in sch go back home first thing login to msn is someone to ask me abt my day.......at least i can vent all my happiness and frustrations out wad.....isnt this wad everyone wans.....but poor me.......i have no one to confide to........cant tell my parents lah....definitely....

ltr they will say i wan gf one......but for me a guy or gal will do....im very sui bian one....got someone to care for me..........i will b like so happy.........rather than bottling up all the bad things.........got someone go out with me to the movies.......relieving all stress.....not like now where i have to beg all my frens to go out with me sometimes.......make me feel like so despo for frens in this world.....especially my 1S29 class is like no frens inside except for meryl.........i dun feel good abt this class anyway......

bottomline for the day.....wan find someone to care for me....but on the other hand come to think of it....i not cool or handsome at all how to find someone who will treat me good lah....beta dun shame myself to death here.....and btw this morning went to have breakfast with my family...the carrot cake auntie say...waa ur two sons quite handsome sia....than i was like....lol......it is not me.....it must b my brother.....haha....auntie u must b blind sia.......

okie nothing to write liao........gonna go emo again.......hope emoing can make me feel beta.......